Thursday, April 26, 2007
I want my children to understand the world, but not just because the world is fascinating and the human mind is curious. I want them to understand it so that they will be positioned to make it a better place. Knowledge is not the same as morality, but we need to understand if we are to avoid past mistakes and move in productive directions. An important part of that understanding is knowing who we are and what we can do... Ultimately, we must synthesize our understandings for ourselves. The performance of understanding that try matters are the ones we carry out as human beings in an imperfect world which we can affect for good or for ill. (Howard Gardner 1999: 180-181)
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
3 beautiful ladies along the years who had strengthen my basis. What's up with the chinese? I don't know...n please...this writing is meant to show my appreciation to the ladies...nothing more than tat...
The first one is Miss ‘G’ and we got to know each other during the athletics’ camp in Cameron Highlands. A gorgeous lady with the Chinese-Eurasian blood had built the 1st part of my true experience in flirting. I was not aware on this kind of relationship until she sparked the eyes of mine. Without her notice, she had shown me many things about love. She never got to know the real me but I guess all of us understood the situation when the experienced met the novice. At that time, I received more than what I gave.
Azam-lution started in the millennium era. I could not imagine my life having a special one at the current situation as my life proceeds into a dull environment after I completed the pre-u course. However, things changed just before my departure to CSMU. The boss whom I worked for introduced me to a beautiful, sweet lady. The Chinese-Malay sweetheart was totally unique from other girls I knew. It was kind of a joke that up till today, I still can’t stop smiling each time I looked back into those days. I was hooked to my boss’ daughter! Haha! Miss ‘S’ came into my life showered me with a lot of joy, care and love. It was an experience that I hardly forget. Things went on too fast until we forgot the most important part in love-relationship that is accepting each other’s way of lifestyle. There was simply lack of adaptation. I prayed happiness for her future undertakings. She meant so much in me. Thank you girl! (the hottest and the best among all)
When I was lonely, searching for my wrongdoings suddenly a little girl with Chinese-Kadazan traits appeared into my life. I had no idea who she was but her presence produced some impact on me. I agreed to be with her and she was always there comforting me. However, I made a u-turn there and had to hurt her feelings, as my heart was still not over with Miss ‘S’. She was fine with it and still wanted to hang around with me. We were friends for four months before she left for America. We lost contact and possibly that number ‘4’ showed bad feng shui. Hehehehe! Ops! Anyhow, I appreciated Miss ‘A’ very much as she gave me a lot space to talk and breathe which no one had ever given me before. She made me fly high freely like an angel.
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Pursuit of happiness
In life, you decide to be happy or gloomy. There is no one else that can take away this access from you. GOD??? That is faith. I can assure you that it is you yourself who colours your life. There is a deeper element inside us that many do not notice how to use it and create a wonderful life. If we stick to the Almighty and appreciate everything that we have, we will never have problem to taste the sweet things in life. I am far from pious but I know my limits, yet. This is where you play with the mind. Be realistic, make use of everything around you and do not ask for more because humans will never stop asking. Well, I am not saying that we cannot dream. I am just stressing on the importance of appreciating everything around us and to work harder to improve and gain our wishes. With dreams, we go beyond expectation and our life will be wonderful when we start to appreciate.
LOVE- Is it beautiful or ugly???
It’s sickening to see my so-called best friend ended his long-time companionship just because of a girl. I wonder, what makes him follow the wrong path when the truth is so obvious. It is so weird but I do not blame him fully. He respects his love feeling but is drowned by the girl’s words. It’s unimaginable that she treated him badly and even left him before because of other guys but pulled him back into her arms again after she was rejected. Since then, I saw how much love could influence someone. I did not want to interfere into anyone’s personal, as I didn’t like it either. I hope, no matter where he is now, he will stick to the religion and be a matured person as he returns from wherever he has been.
Saturday, April 14, 2007
It doesn’t look nice to be in the middle of something and to miss the beginning. Here is something about me that I would like to start with. However, I still believe that you will never understand someone if you do not know him. To the people outside, it is not that I do not want to talk to you each time I smile but it is just that I really take some time to talk to new people. Please do not feel bad if I accidentally forgot your name because I have problems memorising names. I vowed to make positive changes in communication, as that will help me very much in my future profession. I appreciate it if you start the conversation without any hesitation. Special praise to 'Miss S' for guiding me a lot in improving my communication skills especially in the intonation and the choices of words. I will be a harsh speaker if not because of her. Thank you.